Posted by Anonymous on 2012/05/09 under Uncategorized this is about my co-worker… his name is albert… if only i can tell him how i really feel about him, but i can’t… i am already committed to somebody else, my boyfriend is now in saudi arabia under contract for two years… albert is on his 20’s while i am on my 30’s… whenever we’re together i can feel the connection, i can tell that he feels the same way for me too… but, as they say you can only prove your gut feel once you confront and ask the person involved, but i can’t… i don’t want to ruin his life and especially our friendship… if only he knows how i truly like him, and how i wanted so much to be with him… a few hours ago when i opened my facebook account, i saw a notification there saying that they he and rhona are back together… he knows that i have a boyfriend and he thinks that i’m head over heels inlove with my boyfriend… maybe i was the only one thinking that he feels the same way… maybe he really loves rhona after all… i am beginning to hate myself now, because i just let my guard down, i allowed myself to fall for him. now i don’t know what to do… i have to admit that i am so jealous right now because they got back together…
it came as a shock to me… i thought that he will never come back to her, i thought that he and rhona are so over?! but i was wrong… part of me is screaming “girl just f***ing tell him the truth!”, while the other part of me is telling me to shut up because i don’t stand a chance…
i guess i have to be a great actress again… pretend that i am not affected, pretend that i am not hurt and pretend that i don’t love him… at all…